Mm... okay. [he nods at that, understanding] That's kind of you... and I can't say I don't appreciate it.
[it's that specific action of attacking a kid that kind of sets off the swords something really bad.]
... but you're allowed to be mad at him. At Ylfa-san and Ge-san. He's the one who said it himself.
[ . . . ]
I haven't forgiven Sweet Theory either. I'm not proud of it, because I wish I could get over it... but because it was my whole team, and not just me, I'm not ready yet. Because when you love someone, you want to defend them.
[he's a little unsure about bringing it up - he knows this is about shenhe, not him.... but maybe it'll feel just a little bit less alone. to know that sometimes your heart will do something that you don't even want it to.]
I don't think... that having those emotions makes either of us bad, Shen-san.
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[it's that specific action of attacking a kid that kind of sets off the swords something really bad.]
... but you're allowed to be mad at him. At Ylfa-san and Ge-san. He's the one who said it himself.
[ . . . ]
I haven't forgiven Sweet Theory either. I'm not proud of it, because I wish I could get over it... but because it was my whole team, and not just me, I'm not ready yet. Because when you love someone, you want to defend them.
[he's a little unsure about bringing it up - he knows this is about shenhe, not him.... but maybe it'll feel just a little bit less alone. to know that sometimes your heart will do something that you don't even want it to.]
I don't think... that having those emotions makes either of us bad, Shen-san.