Because based on what we understood of the mission at the time, I wouldn't have let anyone take the fall for me. But if I was gone, then it would've been hard on Matsu. And I can't forgive easily for making Matsu feel that level of hurt - her or her team, who hid the truth from him. But I don't need to forgive them to work with them.
[there's a lot that buzen understands logically and he tries to be fair, but the heart is the heart.]
Netz-san. You were chosen to live, so I hope you enjoyed the weeks you got to have with the people there, and then met your end in a way that you can face head on.
But regardless, if you felt something for her... if you still call her a friend, that's fine.
I just don't want to lie to you about where I stand with it.
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[and buzen can be honest about that]
Because based on what we understood of the mission at the time, I wouldn't have let anyone take the fall for me. But if I was gone, then it would've been hard on Matsu. And I can't forgive easily for making Matsu feel that level of hurt - her or her team, who hid the truth from him. But I don't need to forgive them to work with them.
[there's a lot that buzen understands logically and he tries to be fair, but the heart is the heart.]
Netz-san. You were chosen to live, so I hope you enjoyed the weeks you got to have with the people there, and then met your end in a way that you can face head on.
But regardless, if you felt something for her... if you still call her a friend, that's fine.
I just don't want to lie to you about where I stand with it.