It's still difficult, if I'm being honest. It still feels like the best answer is to just-- do nothing, and be satisfied with everyone's company while we have it. But I think...
...when we talked the night after the trial, and I said I'd miss him, he felt guilty about the thought that anyone would be upset he was gone. I promised I'd remember him in better ways-- that I'd think about things like when we all made flower crowns together, not about how sad the situation was.
So I think more than I'm worried about it being a bad idea, I just... I want him to know he's cared for, if he'll hear it.
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[for a few seconds, he's quiet.]
It's still difficult, if I'm being honest. It still feels like the best answer is to just-- do nothing, and be satisfied with everyone's company while we have it. But I think...
...when we talked the night after the trial, and I said I'd miss him, he felt guilty about the thought that anyone would be upset he was gone. I promised I'd remember him in better ways-- that I'd think about things like when we all made flower crowns together, not about how sad the situation was.
So I think more than I'm worried about it being a bad idea, I just... I want him to know he's cared for, if he'll hear it.