[unfortunately rang has been assigned sadist (he is but that's not the point) by like 50 people so he's still reaping the consequences,]

Whatever. It's not like I'm a newly human sword, or whatever you are.

[(not derogatory) but also still so rude. he's just seen so much already, he is a shitty tired immortal. he watches Matsui and Buzen peer out the windows like the gay couple they are, and for a moment -- feels a burst of sheer envy, that there are still things they've yet to experience, despite being older than him.

but we're not gonna unpack that right now,]

I guess it is a convenient place to erase someone in.