[ She knows his mission coms first. The execution of his Shimabara Rebellion mission is nothing she will forget when thinking of him. In that sense, she thinks they're similar.
There is very little reason for her to refuse to be his master, whatever her feelings may be. Logistically, it would be foolish of her not to accept, but if Itsuki refused, she'd prefer to sever an aspect of any relationship on her terms instead of someone else's.
She looks at him from under her eyelashes, and she has to wonder how he is the way he is. ]
Thank you. [ It's half an automatic and courteous response. To be told she's loved in this context is an odd feeling, but she doesn't hate it even if she's struggling with what it means because he's one of the few who has a better read of her.
It would be so easy for her to lie here, but maybe she is a little tired of it. ]
I care about you, too.
[ Much more than she wanted to or expected. Roxana does know what love is, but she tries hard not to now. It may be she has come to love Buzen in a way, too, but it is not as easy to pinpoint or acknowledge when she spends too much time in her head. ]
I don't know if I can say that it's love, but until I absolutely can't, I'll try to keep you whole and by my side.
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There is very little reason for her to refuse to be his master, whatever her feelings may be. Logistically, it would be foolish of her not to accept, but if Itsuki refused, she'd prefer to sever an aspect of any relationship on her terms instead of someone else's.
She looks at him from under her eyelashes, and she has to wonder how he is the way he is. ]
Thank you. [ It's half an automatic and courteous response. To be told she's loved in this context is an odd feeling, but she doesn't hate it even if she's struggling with what it means because he's one of the few who has a better read of her.
It would be so easy for her to lie here, but maybe she is a little tired of it. ]
I care about you, too.
[ Much more than she wanted to or expected. Roxana does know what love is, but she tries hard not to now. It may be she has come to love Buzen in a way, too, but it is not as easy to pinpoint or acknowledge when she spends too much time in her head. ]
I don't know if I can say that it's love, but until I absolutely can't, I'll try to keep you whole and by my side.