[nodding! and his shoulders relax a little - he likes roxana enough that he doesn't want her to get bothered even if her profile says she gaslights people... whatever that is!]
Well... I don't know if it's much of a surprise anymore then, good or bad -
But for what it's worth, I can't say learning about all that made me like you any less.
[ She takes a moment to respond, mulling it over. It isn't a surprise, but she wonders, if because Buzen isn't human, if because he's still learning how to be human, that it makes him more accepting.
Her voice is soft. ]
I won't discourage you from liking me. I'd prefer it. Like me for as long as you can, Buzen. Can you?
buzen just nods. it's not up to him or anyone else to say whether or not her reasons are good enough, no matter what they are]
... well, I'm glad you're alive. Though I hope that your future choices might be a little lighter - like what place you get to travel to next, or what sight you want to see.
[ That stirs up some conflicting feelings, and it flickers across her features for the briefest moment.
She settles on a smile. ]
Thank you for your kind wishes. [ ... ] I'll say this much. It depends on how soon or if we're able to leave here, but... at home, my next choice was going to make things better for my family.
[buzen raises his brows at that - it's not unfamiliar, considering how often family spats ruined lineages in history, but it's not like he has any family himself to truly understand the situation]
I'm sorry to hear it. What are they disagreeing about?
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[he knows how it looks - 'theft, murder, fraud, manipulation' aren't exactly kind words]
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Hmm... That's probably true. Has anyone given you any trouble over it since they've found out?
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Well... I don't know if it's much of a surprise anymore then, good or bad -
But for what it's worth, I can't say learning about all that made me like you any less.
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Her voice is soft. ]
I won't discourage you from liking me. I'd prefer it. Like me for as long as you can, Buzen. Can you?
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I don't see why not. I feel like it'll be less of a hardship than you're suggesting.
[ . . . well, that said.]
... you must be carrying some really heavy things, Ro-san.
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There isn't anything that heavy. I've made choices, and I'm living because of them.
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buzen just nods. it's not up to him or anyone else to say whether or not her reasons are good enough, no matter what they are]
... well, I'm glad you're alive. Though I hope that your future choices might be a little lighter - like what place you get to travel to next, or what sight you want to see.
It sounds like you've earned a little more peace.
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She settles on a smile. ]
Thank you for your kind wishes. [ ... ] I'll say this much. It depends on how soon or if we're able to leave here, but... at home, my next choice was going to make things better for my family.
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We're going to be able to leave here. I don't plan on just letting all of you remain somewhere you don't want to be.
... can I ask how? Is your family alright?
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[ Her expression is a bit rueful. Her family isn't alright, but it is what it is. ]
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I'm sorry to hear it. What are they disagreeing about?
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He is sore because my father won't choose him for his heir.
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[yeah, he's definitely heard of that before]
Who is the heir? Is it you, Ro-san?
[he knows daughters normally aren't but maybe she's not from japan! maybe it's different!]
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No, I've never been first in my father's eyes. It's the next eldest son. There is no love between my older brothers.
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[his expression wrinkles a bit at that. hmmm. he's never met a woman before coming here but he really doesn't see why sons are so favored...]
And how are you feeling? Caught amidst other people's battles?
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[ Her response is serene, sure in her answer. ]
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Your family must be really important to you... They're lucky to have you.
I hope they realize that, even if you aren't named heir.
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[ She smiles. ]
Thank you, Buzen. You're sweet. Has anyone told you that?
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[he tilts his head]
I don't think so. Is that a compliment, Ro-san? Or are you teasing me...?
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Can't it be both? It's a compliment.
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[kowaii]
But if it's a compliment, then I'm honored. Thank you.
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