[Now that he isn't busy running literally everywhere in the hopes of randomly finding Matsui, he can take some time to stop and smell the metaphoric roses and literal everything else! He really is so handsome and so stupid. Matsui is never any less in love with him and it's absolutely hilarious.]
Aren't you the one who said you enjoy looking at flowers? [WHY IS THIS SWITCHING AROUND!!!!!] If you would like to, then I would, too. I'll look at as many flowers with you as you wish to see.
[They're really speedrunning this bingo but in the stupidest way.]
[He did already put it away but he will tolerate any of Buzen's shenanigans (mostly) (sometimes with carrot retaliation) so it's fine.]
It would be impossible to feel bored if I'm spending that time with you.
[HIS BUZEN!! NOTHING IS DIFFERENT!!!!! But there Buzen goes, scampering away to climb trees and make him jasmine fubuki. He laughs, one of his soft and quietly fond ones which is reserved for Gous Only and especially Buzens.]
[HE JUST WENT WITH THE IMPULSE. but the jasmine do look nice, raining down on matsui like this. the way buzen has accepted that matsui is already pretty, and this type of atmosphere is pretty....]
How are you feeling, Matsu?
[it's a little hard for buzen to identify any particularly dokidoki feeling when he always gets a little fond looking at matsui....]
[How is he feeling?? Honestly, he truly can't tell that there's anything funky going on. His heart is always full when he looks at Buzen...
But the fullness of his heart is telling him to climb the tree too so he can reach for him again because for some reason, the scenery is just so much better when he's holding Buzen's hand.]
I'm feeling very charmed by the sights. [The lovely flowers and most importantly the lovely Buzen.] I'd say that I should have come taken a look at the jasmine sooner, but you're what makes it so enjoyable.
[The boldness is perhaps a tiny bit unusual but honestly, not by much. Fucking help.]
there is a clear joke set-up here but i really feel like they're gonna fumble the catch
regardless, when matsui moves to start joining buzen in the tree, it's automatic for buzen to reach his hand out to help him up! why do they keep going to high places.]
Eh? You think so?
[he laughs, happy with the sentiment, but honestly?]
Well, I always think things are more fun if I get to experience them next to you, Matsu.
[THIS IS THE SAME AS ANY OTHER BOYFRIENDY THING HE SAYS I'M TRYING TO THINK OF HOW TO AMPLIFY IT AND FAILING]
[THEY'RE BOTH IN A TREE NOW!!! They'll definitely fumble it but it's fine. At least they've made it 2 whole seconds without crashing from their new high place... Matsui will settle right next to him, still holding his hand and leaning against his side as strongly as physics and the tree will allow.
Truly this feels no different from usual. NOTHING ABOUT THIS FEELS OUTSIDE OF THE NORM. FUCKING HELP.]
We've been able to experience many unique things together lately, haven't we? [He does still miss the others, and there's that little missing piece in everything, but also. HIS BUZEN TIME. THE BUZEN THAT HE GETS TO HOG!!!!]
[well, if matsui is going to rest against his side then it's natural for buzen to just match him easily! he'll slip his hand out of matsui's just to wrap his arm around his shoulders instead, even as his legs swing below him from the branch.... this is where they're resting now.]
Hah! Me too. I hope we get to have a long time together, doing whatever we want. Life's more fun with you.
[but he'll just let his head tilt to rest against matsui's lightly - a soft little head knock. fond!]
Is there anything in particular you want more of, Matsu?
[Two dudes chillin in a wisteria tree no feet apart cuz they're mawwied...
He is, unfortunately, incredibly comfortable like this. Trees are mother nature's cradle! And Buzen is just the perfect cushion for any occasion, so he's all around thrilled. They headbonk and he hums lightly, considering the question.]
...You? [GIRL HELP. At least he's honest. He already has so much of Buzen in his life, even more than he did when they were summoned at the Citadel, and YET!!!! He's greedy!! The heart wants what the heart wants!!!!]
I would be satisfied with anything of yours that I could have.
[Time or attention or physical affection or just lazy little chats... He's not picky, he's just grossly enamored.]
[head empty... no thoughts... just a thing buzen would say on any regular day anyway. he doesn't even seem to notice an effect on matsui either, god help his soul.
but he'll just hum thoughtfully before tilting his head to try to peer a little bit more at matsui's expression, like that'll be helpful at all in decoding what he means.]
That's not a 'particular' answer at all, Matsu... I don't know what else to give you... If it's for you, I'd turn the whole world over, you know?
[HE'S BEEN ARROWED RIGHT THROUGH THE HEART WITH BUZEN'S SMOOTH WORDS AND IT IS LITERALLY NO DIFFERENT FROM ANY DAY ENDING IN Y!!!!
The only difference is that he's currently feeling so infatuated and affectionate that he doesn't spiral off into a weird depression moment which could have very easily happened at the mention of the scope of what Buzen's willing to give him. Instead of veering down his usual DRAMATIC PIPE ORGAN PATH, he just lets himself be possessed by his fond whims and reaches up with his freed hand to lightly touch Buzen's cheek. The other settles against his own chest briefly.]
I don't have a 'particular' answer to give. When I have your attention or time, when I can watch you smile and stand by your side, I'm satisfied. You don't have to give me anything else. There is nothing in this world, the next or any other that could fill this heart as wholly as you do, Buzen.
[He doesn't need the world turned over!! He just needs Buzen's hand in his, and maybe a nice quiet plot of dirt to die in sometime later down the road. His two true loves...]
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Aren't you the one who said you enjoy looking at flowers? [WHY IS THIS SWITCHING AROUND!!!!!] If you would like to, then I would, too. I'll look at as many flowers with you as you wish to see.
[They're really speedrunning this bingo but in the stupidest way.]
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[matsui probably put the bingo card away but buzen still bumps shoulders with him as if he's trying to peer at it. silly.]
I don't really want you to get bored... Maybe we can liven them up if we go again....
[buzen climbs a tree to shake the petals down at matsui because he feels like being a playful gremlin]
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It would be impossible to feel bored if I'm spending that time with you.
[HIS BUZEN!! NOTHING IS DIFFERENT!!!!! But there Buzen goes, scampering away to climb trees and make him jasmine fubuki. He laughs, one of his soft and quietly fond ones which is reserved for Gous Only and especially Buzens.]
Is this livening things up?
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[HE JUST WENT WITH THE IMPULSE. but the jasmine do look nice, raining down on matsui like this. the way buzen has accepted that matsui is already pretty, and this type of atmosphere is pretty....]
How are you feeling, Matsu?
[it's a little hard for buzen to identify any particularly dokidoki feeling when he always gets a little fond looking at matsui....]
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[How is he feeling?? Honestly, he truly can't tell that there's anything funky going on. His heart is always full when he looks at Buzen...
But the fullness of his heart is telling him to climb the tree too so he can reach for him again because for some reason, the scenery is just so much better when he's holding Buzen's hand.]
I'm feeling very charmed by the sights. [The lovely flowers and most importantly the lovely Buzen.] I'd say that I should have come taken a look at the jasmine sooner, but you're what makes it so enjoyable.
[The boldness is perhaps a tiny bit unusual but honestly, not by much. Fucking help.]
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there is a clear joke set-up here but i really feel like they're gonna fumble the catch
regardless, when matsui moves to start joining buzen in the tree, it's automatic for buzen to reach his hand out to help him up! why do they keep going to high places.]
Eh? You think so?
[he laughs, happy with the sentiment, but honestly?]
Well, I always think things are more fun if I get to experience them next to you, Matsu.
[THIS IS THE SAME AS ANY OTHER BOYFRIENDY THING HE SAYS I'M TRYING TO THINK OF HOW TO AMPLIFY IT AND FAILING]
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Truly this feels no different from usual. NOTHING ABOUT THIS FEELS OUTSIDE OF THE NORM. FUCKING HELP.]
We've been able to experience many unique things together lately, haven't we? [He does still miss the others, and there's that little missing piece in everything, but also. HIS BUZEN TIME. THE BUZEN THAT HE GETS TO HOG!!!!]
I would like it if we could experience even more.
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Hah! Me too. I hope we get to have a long time together, doing whatever we want. Life's more fun with you.
[but he'll just let his head tilt to rest against matsui's lightly - a soft little head knock. fond!]
Is there anything in particular you want more of, Matsu?
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He is, unfortunately, incredibly comfortable like this. Trees are mother nature's cradle! And Buzen is just the perfect cushion for any occasion, so he's all around thrilled. They headbonk and he hums lightly, considering the question.]
...You? [GIRL HELP. At least he's honest. He already has so much of Buzen in his life, even more than he did when they were summoned at the Citadel, and YET!!!! He's greedy!! The heart wants what the heart wants!!!!]
I would be satisfied with anything of yours that I could have.
[Time or attention or physical affection or just lazy little chats... He's not picky, he's just grossly enamored.]
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[head empty... no thoughts... just a thing buzen would say on any regular day anyway. he doesn't even seem to notice an effect on matsui either, god help his soul.
but he'll just hum thoughtfully before tilting his head to try to peer a little bit more at matsui's expression, like that'll be helpful at all in decoding what he means.]
That's not a 'particular' answer at all, Matsu... I don't know what else to give you... If it's for you, I'd turn the whole world over, you know?
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The only difference is that he's currently feeling so infatuated and affectionate that he doesn't spiral off into a weird depression moment which could have very easily happened at the mention of the scope of what Buzen's willing to give him. Instead of veering down his usual DRAMATIC PIPE ORGAN PATH, he just lets himself be possessed by his fond whims and reaches up with his freed hand to lightly touch Buzen's cheek. The other settles against his own chest briefly.]
I don't have a 'particular' answer to give. When I have your attention or time, when I can watch you smile and stand by your side, I'm satisfied. You don't have to give me anything else. There is nothing in this world, the next or any other that could fill this heart as wholly as you do, Buzen.
[He doesn't need the world turned over!! He just needs Buzen's hand in his, and maybe a nice quiet plot of dirt to die in sometime later down the road. His two true loves...]