I said I'd hold onto hope for you, right? And then I disappeared after - so that was pretty irresponsible of me. I wish I could've done better by you, is all.
That's still not your fault, and I'm not your responsibility. It's... not really fair of me to rely on someone else like that, anyway.
...Maybe it'll be a little easier now that we can see and hear you guys. We already knew you were still there, but sometimes it still felt like you were too far, you know? Now it feels... more real.
In a place like this, everyone has a lot of reasons to be sad. That's just part of the game, I guess.
It was frustrating to have to wait for letters, too. Having no way to reach out to you guys at all... We didn't even know any replies went through, at first. We just got errors.
Mm, we didn't know for a while. I think not until Lee-san started replying to what we sent?
...We'll see. I still have some stuff to figure out for when I get back home, but... maybe it'll work out. [ ... ] It'd be nice if we got to finish the concert this time.
Uh... Here? Yeah, kind of. We got that music store, so I got an amp and an acoustic guitar last week. I've still been practicing most of the time we've been here, too. But that's not really the same as a concert.
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[i let her choose when the fight started]
I said I'd hold onto hope for you, right? And then I disappeared after - so that was pretty irresponsible of me. I wish I could've done better by you, is all.
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...Maybe it'll be a little easier now that we can see and hear you guys. We already knew you were still there, but sometimes it still felt like you were too far, you know? Now it feels... more real.
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[but he seems to understand the sentiment]
We are getting closer, that's for sure. I was getting tired of having to just send letters....
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It was frustrating to have to wait for letters, too. Having no way to reach out to you guys at all... We didn't even know any replies went through, at first. We just got errors.
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[so many shitposts]
... well, at least it'll all be over soon. Then you can have a breather, hopefully, Hoshi-san.
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...We'll see. I still have some stuff to figure out for when I get back home, but... maybe it'll work out. [ ... ] It'd be nice if we got to finish the concert this time.
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Maybe before we all go home, we can finally manage to collaborate. It'd be fun, right? Like a celebration.
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[ he brightens. ]
That could be fun. And if we're all safe, then we totally deserve a celebration, anyway.