[she just brushes past the curse part because she doesn't want to talk about it so much, but - she thinks about that. everybody deserves to exist. she likes that sentiment, but she worries it isn't practical, here. and she thinks... she has to be practical.

shenhe glances back to him.]

I don't think it's selfish. It's kind. [she says, quietly.] I wouldn't want anything to happen to you, either.

[she tilts her head to the side, looking conflicted.] Have you decided your team?