[nodding along with that, and immediately moving to walk again. he'll swing their hands between them in a constant little motion.

the Murderous Energy is accepted with ease because shenhe has been assigned similar to sword (and buzen wouldn't care in general)]

Mm.

Then I guess I can explain - maybe it's not as long as I thought... It's just that every now and then, I can lose sight of where I am and what's around me. It's pretty confusing - and I'm already confused a lot.

But it's like things get dark... or hard to really - make sense of? Like losing sight of what's real or not... I guess.