Ylfa will want to, as well. [spill blood, she means, but.] ... Do you think that's possible?
[she hadn't thought about trying to kill the person in charge seriously past the one time she and matsui were like 'do you wanna kill that guy?' 'yeah']
[quietly, even though he doesn't really sound proud. he really doesn't want kids to murder, but.]
I don't really know. But I think I'm willing to get Erased trying. [he'll run a hand through his hair before glancing over to hers - ] ... Can I touch you, Shen-san?
[buzen is a better person than shenhe, because she is all sorts of ready to let ylfa kill a man.
she doesn't answer the first part, thinking about the logistics, but.]
... Yes. [she appreciates being asked, as usual - though she will still be tense even so. she's a little locked up, with how much she's been trying to keep herself from acting.]
[she doesn't mind him touching her hair. the tense nature of her shoulders probably won't fade for a while, but she isn't trying to get away, at least. baby steps.]
Alright. [exhales. and finally:] It's... this has been a difficult two days.
[help it's okay it was done with care so even if it's lopsided she'll keep it that way]
Yes. [... it's kind of nice, to have someone recognize how much she cares, even if she isn't able to express it very well.] I'm not sure I've ever cared about this many people.
[she closes her eyes.]
It was difficult to see them in pain. [...] Matsui's reaction has stuck with me, as well.
Ooh, more friends for Shen-san. [somehow, he still finds the energy to smile, peering over her shoulder to give her a grin. still, it's a fond statement] ... I'm happy for you.
Even with the tired feeling.
[though it's not like he can't relate,]
... It feels like you have to look in a lot of different directions, right? To have so many people you want to care for.
[she doesn't quite smile in return, but there's a little more light to her eyes than before.]
Yes. Like trying to follow up on too many strings at once. [but it doesn't bother her.] If that is what I have to suffer for friends, though... it isn't the worst thing.
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It's a pretty messed up one. It's... Rin-san. I've been seeing him everywhere - ever since the...
[announcement. and buzen's own brows furrow in agitation, a little bit of anger creeping into his voice]
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... Why would that be... [oooooh there's a little rise of fury! there's a little rise of fury. she puts her hand on her stop sign.] Why?
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[he presses the heel of his palm against his closed eyes, similarly frustrated. angry.]
I want to find out, same as anybody else.
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I don't want Haru-san to have to spill anybody's blood. So if he wants someone to do it in his place, I will.
[a beat]
But I think I want to find out who's running this place and cut them more.
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Ylfa will want to, as well. [spill blood, she means, but.] ... Do you think that's possible?
[she hadn't thought about trying to kill the person in charge seriously past the one time she and matsui were like 'do you wanna kill that guy?' 'yeah']
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[quietly, even though he doesn't really sound proud. he really doesn't want kids to murder, but.]
I don't really know. But I think I'm willing to get Erased trying. [he'll run a hand through his hair before glancing over to hers - ] ... Can I touch you, Shen-san?
[touch week is over, so back to asking politely]
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she doesn't answer the first part, thinking about the logistics, but.]
... Yes. [she appreciates being asked, as usual - though she will still be tense even so. she's a little locked up, with how much she's been trying to keep herself from acting.]
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One side over the other, right? Normally Matsu and Kotegiri are better at this...
[he'll try to brush out any tangles with his fingers gently]
But I'd rather help you with this, than look at any ghosts. If that's okay.
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Alright. [exhales. and finally:] It's... this has been a difficult two days.
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but he’ll listen to her words and make a soft noise of agreement.]
Nahi-chan and Kaveh-san are from your world, right? [a beat, but even more than that - ] And I know how much you care about everyone here.
[even if sometimes that care looks uncertain or clumsy sometimes, he knows it’s sincere]
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Yes. [... it's kind of nice, to have someone recognize how much she cares, even if she isn't able to express it very well.] I'm not sure I've ever cared about this many people.
[she closes her eyes.]
It was difficult to see them in pain. [...] Matsui's reaction has stuck with me, as well.
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... please continue to care for him. I'll do everything I can to keep him together but... I'll always worry, you know?
[ . . . ]
Does it feel heavy? To have that much care in your heart.
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[as for the rest:] It makes me tired.
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Even with the tired feeling.
[though it's not like he can't relate,]
... It feels like you have to look in a lot of different directions, right? To have so many people you want to care for.
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Yes. Like trying to follow up on too many strings at once. [but it doesn't bother her.] If that is what I have to suffer for friends, though... it isn't the worst thing.