he nods along though... in the end, buzen doesn't even hate sweet theory and the chances of him trying to kill any of them are slim to none when he doesn't see a huge point in it. but he also can't forgive them.
those are the complicated relationships he's trying to learn more about - like how to feel about wanting to kill the people that you called friends before.
but at the last statement, he finds himself curious]
... what do you think makes a good person, Shen-san?
[it makes him smile a little, not meanly, but just... in empathy. he gets it. his hand moves from her shoulder to between her shoulderblades, moving up and down in a sympathetic gesture]
If it helps, I don't think I'm meant to be a good person either. Most blades probably aren't cut out for it.
... but even in humanity, there's good people who do bad stuff or bad people who do good stuff. It's hard to wrap my head around sometimes...
So I think maybe it's just easier to be like - what stuff makes me happy, what stuff can I tolerate, and what pisses me off.
And you follow that, and try to hurt as few people along the way but still answer what's right for you.
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he nods along though... in the end, buzen doesn't even hate sweet theory and the chances of him trying to kill any of them are slim to none when he doesn't see a huge point in it. but he also can't forgive them.
those are the complicated relationships he's trying to learn more about - like how to feel about wanting to kill the people that you called friends before.
but at the last statement, he finds himself curious]
... what do you think makes a good person, Shen-san?
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and then finally, frustrated:]
... I'm not sure. I just think that I am not always accomplishing whatever it is.
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If it helps, I don't think I'm meant to be a good person either. Most blades probably aren't cut out for it.
... but even in humanity, there's good people who do bad stuff or bad people who do good stuff. It's hard to wrap my head around sometimes...
So I think maybe it's just easier to be like - what stuff makes me happy, what stuff can I tolerate, and what pisses me off.
And you follow that, and try to hurt as few people along the way but still answer what's right for you.