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Buzen "#boyfriendgijinka" Gou【豊前江】 ([personal profile] hasteful) wrote2023-06-10 12:39 pm
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-21 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[a little nod, at that first part, as jerky as it is. they're alive. they have to be. she knows these missions aren't real, theoretically. rationally.

(it still helps to hear it.)

she looks down at their hands. coughs, breath whistling.]


I don't know if I can... if I can avoid it. [she says, finally, voice wavering. and then:] I don't want to be covered in blood.

[it's half her own, and the other half is wolfwood's, nahri's, and she has a very strong stomach but this makes her feel like she wants to be sick.]
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-24 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[it can be washed off.

there's still hope in the world, is what he tells her. there are people who love you and there are things that she can still experience. she isn't cut off from everything because of what she did. she doesn't think she's allowed to reach for it right now, but she wants to.

and buzen tells her that that is possible, and she believes him.]


... Alright. [she murmurs, finally, with a shivery little sigh.] Alright.

[that will have to be enough, for now.]
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-27 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
[she allows it - and when he waits, she shifts, resting her head against his shoulder. she just seems worn out, mostly. fuzzy, distant.

but she's not alone, and she'll take that. he knows what she saw. he has been through worse, probably, he's done this countless times, and she's amazed that he's still standing even so. if he can do it, she can.

so... she sighs. and:]


I believe you. [little by little. she'll take the comfort like this for now, and they'll make their way through it.] Thank you, Buzen.