[the problem is she has so many feelings and she doesn't know how to identify them. she's just sort of losing her mind slowly after the roller coaster of their mission and ]
I don't understand why Nahida would. [nahida's not a violent person, and so shenhe is having a hard time stepping back and thinking about the competition, about why nahida might have reasons for wanting to do this.]
[she guesses she has no way of knowing if it was forced or not, but. she lets him pet her hand.]
I don't even know that I will ask. [does it matter? it probably does. she's trying to convince herself that things matter in general. she hasn't slept well, and it's getting to her.]
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[the problem is she has so many feelings and she doesn't know how to identify them. she's just sort of losing her mind slowly after the roller coaster of their mission and ]
I don't understand why Nahida would. [nahida's not a violent person, and so shenhe is having a hard time stepping back and thinking about the competition, about why nahida might have reasons for wanting to do this.]
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[did the mods need to put aside their own murder mechanic if everyone got edward murderhands idk
but he'll just let his thumb brush over the back of her hand in even, repetitive strokes]
Are you worried about asking her tomorrow?
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[she guesses she has no way of knowing if it was forced or not, but. she lets him pet her hand.]
I don't even know that I will ask. [does it matter? it probably does. she's trying to convince herself that things matter in general. she hasn't slept well, and it's getting to her.]
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... you sound tired, Shen-san.
Mm... well, you've already been through a lot, after all...
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[she says, reaching up to rub at her face.]
... I will be fine. [she just has to figure out how to sleep.]
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... why don't you just close your eyes - you can rest against me.
And we can talk about happier things, even if you don't go to sleep. So maybe at least your mind can be at rest.