Haha, more the latter than the former. Gou no Yoshihiro has a number of works, and Matsui and I are two of 'em. My history is tied with his, though, in a way that it isn't with other swords.
So I guess it's easier for me to be next to him - or maybe that's where I want to be, more often than not.
[a little too quick, a little too heated, but she seems to realize that after a second and untenses her fingers from where they've started to dig into her shirt sleeves.]
[it's both too quick and too heated, but aside from buzen's brows raising minutely, he doesn't seem to mind all that much. instead he shakes his head before lowering it slightly]
No, I asked an insensitive question. It's my fault - sorry.
You don't need to apologize for having strong feelings on something like that... it just makes sense.
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[bites her lip, but then gives him a little smile.]
Yeah. Good luck with - well, you said your friend is picking out teammates for you, but good luck with that.
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Thanks. I've trusted Matsu with my life - well, I guess now my existence - for a long time. I'm sure he'll take care of it well.
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So I guess it's easier for me to be next to him - or maybe that's where I want to be, more often than not.
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[sincere]
I hope you get to stay there.
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But hey - I'm happy that I at least get to spend my time here getting to know people like you, too.
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While I do expect that to happen to me at some point, it's nice to have a little more time anyway.
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[even if it's clear from her tone that isn't her take on it.]
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You don't sound like you agree, though... I'd rather hear your actual thoughts, more than anything else.
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he tilts his head at that, curious]
Mm... leaving on bad terms? [a beat] Well, we don't have to talk about it if it feels too close to home or anything...
But if that's weighing on you too, I wouldn't want you to carry it alone...
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[a little too quick, a little too heated, but she seems to realize that after a second and untenses her fingers from where they've started to dig into her shirt sleeves.]
—Sorry, it's just - complicated.
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No, I asked an insensitive question. It's my fault - sorry.
You don't need to apologize for having strong feelings on something like that... it just makes sense.
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You were just trying to help, right? So it's fine.
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[but he's just clearly trying to add some levity back to the conversation, so he shakes his head a moment later]
You're kind for letting me off the hook. How about we get a snack and call it? Do you have a favorite type of food?
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Anything that's not prepackaged, I guess.
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[OFF THEY GO, hehe he's got a little bit of excitement in his step]
It's way better than the yogurt. I always feel like I'm missing something with the yogurt...
[the mods making buzen crave a mcflurry he's never had is so evil]
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Yeah? Do you prefer ice cream or something?
[she doesn't yet know the tragic truth...]
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[he rubs the back of his neck sheepishly. this dumb jock with a sweet tooth]
It's one of the things I've enjoyed the most in this body. Swords don't get to taste, after all.