Ah... good. Let me know if you need any help getting food for her - thank you for looking after her, Vin.
[soft, fond... and definitely relieved. kitty....]
... I'm afraid you'll have to ask someone else for his testimony about what happened. He and I mostly talked about what would happen today, and the judgment he inflicted upon himself.
[also the pc is still going so buzen hasn't gotten any plot deets he's just there to be a therapy sword]
... that's a good question... I think pets have certain types of food? I know horses are different...
[all he knows is how to take care of horses help,,]
... I wouldn't say that. I think I selfishly decided to give him a piece of my mind. He's a good man. He was extremely harsh on himself. I didn't like it.
I do not think I am alone in wishing that it would not happen... But I do not know how much we can do to prevent it, at this moment. It is difficult for me to imagine it will only happen once.
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[he is correct and valid in this reaction]
...What did he say?
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[soft, fond... and definitely relieved. kitty....]
... I'm afraid you'll have to ask someone else for his testimony about what happened. He and I mostly talked about what would happen today, and the judgment he inflicted upon himself.
[also the pc is still going so buzen hasn't gotten any plot deets he's just there to be a therapy sword]
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[she pauses, and then nods.]
You were... trying to avoid asking him about something painful, then? Or - more painful, I guess.
[since neither of the topics he mentioned are exactly happy, even if they're better than 'so tell me about how you murdered your best friend'.]
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[all he knows is how to take care of horses help,,]
... I wouldn't say that. I think I selfishly decided to give him a piece of my mind. He's a good man. He was extremely harsh on himself. I didn't like it.
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[she gives him a curious look, though.]
...I do not think that trying to get someone not to be harsh with themselves is selfish.
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I think the kinder thing may be to allow a man his peace with his decisions, rather than face further criticism of his character before his death.
But I'm still figuring out the motions of being human, especially when it comes to death.
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[she thinks it over.]
Were you saying it just to be critical, or to try and help him feel better before it was too late?
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I don't know. I just felt like I wanted to tell him. [he didn't think too much about the emotions attached]
... he gave up his sword. It didn't sit right with me.
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[hm.]
Do you regret it now, or think you shouldn't have said it?
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I think it was okay. He said he was honored by what I said.
[ . . . ]
I don't really understand that either, but I'm glad it helped.
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... You know that I think I'm forged for humans' sake. And that's still true.
So it's weird to have humans respect me back, even though I understand that we're spirits that normally earn some level of it.
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[ . . . ]
Well, there's only so much time for everything, I suppose.
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Mm... It is a shame.
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[curious]
Having all this death happen.
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[she pauses, surprised.]
I do not think I am alone in wishing that it would not happen... But I do not know how much we can do to prevent it, at this moment. It is difficult for me to imagine it will only happen once.
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... I feel the same way - but it's frustrating, to feel like we don't have much say in the matter.
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I wish that I were not so weak, here. I imagine many of us feel the same.
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Yeah.
I normally just have a pretty clear path on enemies I have to defeat... so this uncertainty is - different. Even though I know we'll win in the end...
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[not that she really disagrees - but unsurprisingly, that kind of positivity doesn't sit too well with her.]