[for love? or to be reunited with the ones they'd like to see? buzen looks thoughtful for a moment before smiling sheepishly]
... I only have my reason, but admittedly it's different because I'm a sword who was forged by humans.
When the other people I want to see are also swords... I think they'd be pretty disappointed in me if I came back, killing people to return to them. They'd feel... guilty, I think.
... it's okay if you don't understand, Yuyu-san. I think everyone has different ways that they go through things. It doesn't really make one better than the other.
[he bumps shoulders with her, offering up a smile]
Asking's a good start.
But... to be honest, even for me, I think there's gonna be things I don't understand about humans. Or even about other non-humans. Our different experiences really shape us.
Hm, that's true... I have my experience I had when I was human, but I also lived over a thousand years ago, so my experience is very different to what life is like now. And then my experience as a Servant on top of that...
[ much to think about ]
Funny, how there can be similarities but so many differences.
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[ she can't say she knows them very well, but. it tracks. ]
I don't think I would have. Only if everyone else refused.
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[buzen is the worst enabler of all time but well,]
You have someone you really want to see again, right?
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[ although apparently not enough considering no one is MURDERING EXCEPT FROGGYSTYLE
she does not know it is froggy yet but she is thinking this slightly. ]
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[he'll agree easily enough, but then also... kick his feet out because yeah. it's not like he was going to murder over it.]
... but I also think how people want things also shows up in different ways. What you're willing to give up for it. What you aren't.
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It seems so. I guess there's still a lot about people I need to understand.
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Is it hard to relate to? Being the kind of spirit that you are.
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I think I just don't understand why anyone wouldn't.
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[for love? or to be reunited with the ones they'd like to see? buzen looks thoughtful for a moment before smiling sheepishly]
... I only have my reason, but admittedly it's different because I'm a sword who was forged by humans.
When the other people I want to see are also swords... I think they'd be pretty disappointed in me if I came back, killing people to return to them. They'd feel... guilty, I think.
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[ well, that's not relatable.
yes in the sense of guilt, but no in the sense that guilt would not be a deterrence. ]
Well. Don't change, Buzen.
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that just makes him laugh a little bit.]
... it's okay if you don't understand, Yuyu-san. I think everyone has different ways that they go through things. It doesn't really make one better than the other.
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I just want to try to understand my friends more.
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Asking's a good start.
But... to be honest, even for me, I think there's gonna be things I don't understand about humans. Or even about other non-humans. Our different experiences really shape us.
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[ much to think about ]
Funny, how there can be similarities but so many differences.
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But... I admit, I think that's something I like about it here. [in the graveyard] It's strangely peaceful, despite everything.
[despite the number of mutual murderers around]
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[ they don't have to deal with trials? amazing. ]
And I'm happy that we can still help.