Yeah, he hates doing chores. You have that in common.
[buzen really must be feeling better if he's joking around,,]
But that's good—I'm glad that we can bring that to you. Do you not interact with other people from more... [tilts his head, trying to think of a word] Calmer places?
I do, yeah. Just... didn't realize at first that I needed to be a little more careful about saying things. They're not used to things being the way I know them.
It's hard, right? To watch your language about things that you take for granted... I say 'humans' a lot - but Va-san pointed out that even here there's more non-humans than just me and Matsu...
Even though we have hearts and feelings similar to humans and other spirits who live this way now... in the end, we're still blades. I can't imagine not being a blade.
It does, doesn't it? I keep getting confused sometimes because - well, my heart's still doing its thing and I bleed when I'm hurt so...
It's hard to say it feels like death. Though I've never thought hard about what death for swords would be like either... I thought it'd just be - over.
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... thanks. For looking after us. I know we're kind of a mess this week.
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[he's not actively looking after them so much as he just. decided to be there. same results, maybe.]
You guys put up with me a lot too.
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Put up with? I don't know what you mean.
I like being with you.
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[a slight shrug, there. he just. defaults to this.]
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now he's laughing, just a little]
I doubt that. Matsu's pretty loud about what he doesn't want to deal with.
I'm glad you're spending time with him.
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[he assumes matsui just like. kind of tolerates him being touchy...]
I like being around you two, though. Little more familiar.
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[buzen really must be feeling better if he's joking around,,]
But that's good—I'm glad that we can bring that to you. Do you not interact with other people from more... [tilts his head, trying to think of a word] Calmer places?
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It's hard, right? To watch your language about things that you take for granted... I say 'humans' a lot - but Va-san pointed out that even here there's more non-humans than just me and Matsu...
Do you consider yourself human, Netz-san?
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[sometimes you just change excessively... he shrugs, a little.]
We have human enough bodies now, but we aren't fully human.
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Right. I think... that's how I feel too.
Even though we have hearts and feelings similar to humans and other spirits who live this way now... in the end, we're still blades. I can't imagine not being a blade.
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It doesn't feel like who I am anymore. Like that guy and Netzach are completely different, and it was someone else's life.
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To have another chance at life, in a different way.
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It feels more like living, than like being dead.
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It's hard to say it feels like death. Though I've never thought hard about what death for swords would be like either... I thought it'd just be - over.
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[a slight shrug, there.]
And now I don't remember how I died at all, this time... that doesn't really help.