u know what? ok. i trust netzach

[hasteful]

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[abstractart]

I was against it.

...we could tell when we were fighting a losing battle, though. All our efforts were just going to go to waste.

[hasteful]

[ . . . he nods quietly.]

Mm.

That doesn't make it any less tough on you, though. I'm sorry.

[abstractart]

I still agreed to it, so-- I'll finish what we started. And if I get to live after that, maybe I'll be able to do something different, this time.

[hasteful]

What would you do? If you got to live however you wanted.

[abstractart]

However I wanted...?

[someone else asked him something along these lines, once. his answer's still the same:]

If I could have a different life, I think I'd just want to paint. I'd like to have a simple life like that.

[hasteful]

[buzen laughs faintly, and can't help but reflect - ]

There's a lot of joy to be found in simple lives, doing what you want with the people you enjoy. I hope you get that.

[abstractart]

...yeah, thanks. So do I. It'll be alright if I don't, but so long as I get some kind of life again, I think I'll be okay.