[he admits it a little more quietly, like he's still not sure how safe it is to admit.]
Gou no Yoshihiro produced a number of works... and even then, not all of them are in out Citadel. A lot of us are - six right now. But there's at least two more... and I thought it was fine to be patient.
'We'll all be together someday,' I thought. I didn't realize it was a wish until it was gone.
[buzen never asks for anything from anyone -
but it figures that when he does, it's something big like 'more time'.]
...guess sometimes you don't realize until you lose something, right? I never knew I wanted to live, until I'd already died once.
[much as i doubt the city has sayings like 'you don't know what you have until it's gone', he still gets the sentiment. that feeling-- it's something familiar.]
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[he admits it a little more quietly, like he's still not sure how safe it is to admit.]
Gou no Yoshihiro produced a number of works... and even then, not all of them are in out Citadel. A lot of us are - six right now. But there's at least two more... and I thought it was fine to be patient.
'We'll all be together someday,' I thought. I didn't realize it was a wish until it was gone.
[buzen never asks for anything from anyone -
but it figures that when he does, it's something big like 'more time'.]
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[much as i doubt the city has sayings like 'you don't know what you have until it's gone', he still gets the sentiment. that feeling-- it's something familiar.]
I hope you do get to see them, though.
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[ . . . but he also just can't help but think - ]
Even if, at the same time, no one should ever have to justify wanting to exist. Wanting to live.
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I wanted to hear it. The reasons people have for living. I kinda hoped it'd help me find people I felt like I could work with.