Just that... well, Matsu and I probably won't be seeing anyone again after we leave here, for one reason or another. I'm used to saying goodbye, but I'm not used to getting to choose how I say them.
So I just wanted to say thanks, for all the time we've had together - even if it wasn't as much as it could be. It was still enough to leave an impact on me. And I'll remember you, for as long as I exist... and I hope the rest of your life is happy and peaceful.
I hope you take care of the people you love, and they take care of you right back.
[ oh... sweet buzen. she stops to face him properly and take his hands. even after two months this is still not... totally natural for her. she doesn't ever show her whole heart to anyone, not even now. but she's willing to be honest with him, which hopefully counts for something.
(the first time he'd spoken similar words to her, she'd lost him that same week.) ]
...I should be the one thanking you. You've always been kind to me, and it's always been so easy to be around you. I won't forget our time together, either. [ erasure aside, he's truly only given her fond memories. ]
...If it's possible at all to keep in touch, I will. You and Matsui take care as well, okay?
[ touch week for endgame so she's already hugging him tightly for the 9283473928748927th time today ]
[he'll hug her right back!! buzen truly loves hugs, and his hold on her is still so cozy and comforting. and it's funny - because he knows it's the same sentiment. he'll be kind, and then he'll disappear. that's how it always goes.
he'd still choose this than not saying anything at all.]
Matsu and I will do the best we can... and if we can safely keep in touch, we'll do that. But if we can't, I hope you'll understand.
I want nothing but you to have a long, happy life wherever you go - but especially if you go back with Rin and Haru-san.
[ hopefully her hug can be cozy and comforting in return. she doesn't like being indebted to anyone, so if she can give back some of that kindness, she'll try. ]
Of course. I know things hardly ever work out the way we want them to.
[ she's a realist, not a daydreamer. though she's found that it's nice to daydream, sometimes. ]
You too, okay? Or, as long as you want. [ until you tire of having a human heart, though i hope that won't be any time too soon. he has so many more memories to make. ]
Mm, if it works out, I'll make sure those knuckleheads stay out of trouble. [ affectionate ]
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I feel like if we go on the bikes, I'm going to get so caught up I'll forget what I want to say....
[ohhhh he's the dumbest guy here by so much]
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Of course. What is it?
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Just that... well, Matsu and I probably won't be seeing anyone again after we leave here, for one reason or another. I'm used to saying goodbye, but I'm not used to getting to choose how I say them.
So I just wanted to say thanks, for all the time we've had together - even if it wasn't as much as it could be. It was still enough to leave an impact on me. And I'll remember you, for as long as I exist... and I hope the rest of your life is happy and peaceful.
I hope you take care of the people you love, and they take care of you right back.
[head empty but heart soooOOOO full]
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(the first time he'd spoken similar words to her, she'd lost him that same week.) ]
...I should be the one thanking you. You've always been kind to me, and it's always been so easy to be around you. I won't forget our time together, either. [ erasure aside, he's truly only given her fond memories. ]
...If it's possible at all to keep in touch, I will. You and Matsui take care as well, okay?
[ touch week for endgame so she's already hugging him tightly for the 9283473928748927th time today ]
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he'd still choose this than not saying anything at all.]
Matsu and I will do the best we can... and if we can safely keep in touch, we'll do that. But if we can't, I hope you'll understand.
I want nothing but you to have a long, happy life wherever you go - but especially if you go back with Rin and Haru-san.
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Of course. I know things hardly ever work out the way we want them to.
[ she's a realist, not a daydreamer. though she's found that it's nice to daydream, sometimes. ]
You too, okay? Or, as long as you want. [ until you tire of having a human heart, though i hope that won't be any time too soon. he has so many more memories to make. ]
Mm, if it works out, I'll make sure those knuckleheads stay out of trouble. [ affectionate ]