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Buzen "#boyfriendgijinka" Gou【豊前江】 (
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week 1 curfew
get me out of here
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 02:54 am (UTC)
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I think so... I spoke with some people earlier in the morning. So it couldn't have been the entire day...
[...she looks down, settling herself against him. this is such a sad traumatic cuddle pile, but here they all are.]
...it must have been scary, not to be able to find either of them. I'm sorry.
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hasteful
2023-06-23 02:56 am (UTC)
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[it's better to have a sad traumatized cuddle pile rather than each of them a heap on the floor by themselves,]
That's not something you need to apologize for, Nahi-chan. I've got issues with it, but it's not like it's your fault or theirs.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 03:10 am (UTC)
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But I...
[she hesitates. and then, very quietly - because she doesn't want the two of them to overhear even though they're right fucking here - she whispers:]
I wasn't able to protect them.
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hasteful
2023-06-23 03:16 am (UTC)
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[imagine we start a pc inside a pc
no, buzen will just whisper back gently:]
And they wanted to protect you. You all did the best you could - it doesn't change that it's unfair what happened to you. All of you.
You made it back. That counts for something.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 03:48 am (UTC)
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...
[can she hug him. she's going to hug him.]
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hasteful
2023-06-23 03:50 am (UTC)
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[of course she can hug him
he'll move carefully to hug her back, warm and secure as always]
Thank you for being here, Nahi-chan. I'm glad you're here.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 04:51 am (UTC)
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[she mumbles something into his shirt that sounds like an "i'm glad you're here too" but honestly she's pressing her face into him to try to stop from crying so it's like extremely muffled.]
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hasteful
2023-06-23 04:52 am (UTC)
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[sweetie, just another little whisper]
... it's okay to cry. I won't tell.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 05:22 am (UTC)
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[
she'll cry quietly into his shirt and pretend like kaveh and matsui aren't also cuddled up to buzen and witnessing this whole thing]
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hasteful
2023-06-23 05:23 am (UTC)
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[they won't tell either
buzen just hugs her quietly and runs his fingers through her hair while she takes her time]
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 05:27 am (UTC)
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...I'm sorry, Buzen... I end up relying on you like this a lot.
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hasteful
2023-06-23 05:28 am (UTC)
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Why are you saying sorry...?
[gentle and amused]
I should be the one saying thank you for trusting me.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 05:30 am (UTC)
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[s2g if this emotional support sword is dead tomorrow]
I've barely been able to do anything to help you, though...
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hasteful
2023-06-23 05:33 am (UTC)
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[you would deserve it if he is]
That's not true. You're my secret keeper, and my long-lived buddy.
[he pats the top of her head]
Just getting to meet you and know you is enough for me.
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dendroculi
2023-06-23 05:56 am (UTC)
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[WE LOST HIM EARLY IN ONE GAME ALREADY DON'T DO THIS TO US AGAIN
anyway she looks like she's going to cry again but this time it's because she's happy.]
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[...she looks down, settling herself against him. this is such a sad traumatic cuddle pile, but here they all are.]
...it must have been scary, not to be able to find either of them. I'm sorry.
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That's not something you need to apologize for, Nahi-chan. I've got issues with it, but it's not like it's your fault or theirs.
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[she hesitates. and then, very quietly - because she doesn't want the two of them to overhear even though they're right fucking here - she whispers:]
I wasn't able to protect them.
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no, buzen will just whisper back gently:]
And they wanted to protect you. You all did the best you could - it doesn't change that it's unfair what happened to you. All of you.
You made it back. That counts for something.
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[can she hug him. she's going to hug him.]
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he'll move carefully to hug her back, warm and secure as always]
Thank you for being here, Nahi-chan. I'm glad you're here.
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... it's okay to cry. I won't tell.
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she'll cry quietly into his shirt and pretend like kaveh and matsui aren't also cuddled up to buzen and witnessing this whole thing]
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buzen just hugs her quietly and runs his fingers through her hair while she takes her time]
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[gentle and amused]
I should be the one saying thank you for trusting me.
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I've barely been able to do anything to help you, though...
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That's not true. You're my secret keeper, and my long-lived buddy.
[he pats the top of her head]
Just getting to meet you and know you is enough for me.
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anyway she looks like she's going to cry again but this time it's because she's happy.]