[It is hilariously domestic, and there's something kind of funny about it, but it still warms his heart. He reaches out with a hand to grab hold of Buzen's, thoroughly distracted from the Primary Task once again.]
[HE'LL GO BACK TO LOOKING WHEN BUZEN STOPS BEING SO DISTRACTING. He gives Buzen's hand a gentle squeeze, though there's a little bit of creeping weight in his emotional spread as he thinks about the good and the bad and mainly the bad SO MUCH BAD OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS...
But being able to enjoy little mundane moments of peace with Buzen are, at least for now, still worth it to him.]
[for buzen there is a small surge of protectiveness when the weight enters matsui's feelings - like he wants to do everything that he can to keep those difficulties at bay. so he uses their intertwined hands to pull matsui closer again they'RE NEVER GOING TO BUY MATSUI'S OUTFIT so he can kiss his cheek. angst deterrent.]
Then let's try to make our own moments of peace wherever we can.
[NO...... SHOT RIGHT THROUGH THE HEART WHOLESALE... He places his hand over his face, trying to BREATHE but his feelings are truly just like he got punched in the gut by the fondness goblin.]
...Only once, though... Alright? Don't forget that it's only once.
I will tolerate both things for you, this one time.
[THIS ONE TIME!!!!!! His emotion is :| but there's still his Buzen fondness... even if it's tempered by his disdain for the idea of waking up and going on a run.
ANYWAY TIME FOR HIM TO FINALLY FUCKING PICK OUT HIS MATCHING PREP OUTFIT.]
[hehe..... buzen will just let matsui go to pick out his outfit, even though the urge to cuddle and dote on him some more is there. i guess matsui will feel that. buzen is such a trooper, having to learn patience.]
[HAVING TO LEARN 2 SECONDS OF PATIENCE. Unfortunately Matsui just finds this endearing.]
What, just because I've said I would run with you once? [He sounds and feels amused because TRULY THIS MAN IS SO EASY TO PLEASE. He reaches back from the pair of pants he'd been looking at to pat Buzen's arm.]
If you're lucky, then what in the world does that make me?
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Mm, I can. And I do.
[he spends so much of his time with matsui and clearly enjoys it]
I just like being with you. I like when we do simple things like this, too.
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[It is hilariously domestic, and there's something kind of funny about it, but it still warms his heart. He reaches out with a hand to grab hold of Buzen's, thoroughly distracted from the Primary Task once again.]
...I don't mind it, either. It isn't so bad.
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It's something we get to do now, that we didn't have a chance to as blades, right?
So I guess... I enjoy being in this in-between with you.
[to be more than a weapon, but not quite a human]
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But being able to enjoy little mundane moments of peace with Buzen are, at least for now, still worth it to him.]
I enjoy it, too. It's... peaceful.
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Then let's try to make our own moments of peace wherever we can.
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You don't have to try. Peaceful moments happen naturally with you, at times.
[AT TIMES because Buzen is so fuckin high energy.]
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At times.... [well he's just amused at that,] I guess it's different than asking you to run with me...
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[They'd be full of Matsui in death throes.]
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[the emotion and expression are both
pouty]
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...I... [Unfortunately he's WEAK TO BUZEN.] ...One wouldn't... hurt, maybe...
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OH
the way he BRIGHTENS UP ENTIRELY]
Really?
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[NOT THE SUNSHINE EMOTION ABOUT THIS THING HE DOESN'T WANT.]
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I get to do something I love with someone I love.
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...Only once, though... Alright? Don't forget that it's only once.
[Don't use your powers for evil, Buzen.]
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Okay. I promise to treasure it. Thanks, Matsu.
[and he'll lean in to show his affection by giving matsui a kissy....]
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You don't need to thank me...
[He'll start to drift away again to finally resume his hunt.]
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[JUST IN GENERAL but he's generally content... buzen will follow along but he's still latched onto matsui by the hand]
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[THIS ONE TIME!!!!!! His emotion is :| but there's still his Buzen fondness... even if it's tempered by his disdain for the idea of waking up and going on a run.
ANYWAY TIME FOR HIM TO FINALLY FUCKING PICK OUT HIS MATCHING PREP OUTFIT.]
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I'm really lucky you like me, huh Matsu...
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What, just because I've said I would run with you once? [He sounds and feels amused because TRULY THIS MAN IS SO EASY TO PLEASE. He reaches back from the pair of pants he'd been looking at to pat Buzen's arm.]
If you're lucky, then what in the world does that make me?