[MATSUUUUU but buzen can't like. dislodge him or anything so matsu gets to win and hide for a bit longer...]
If I do, I'm glad... but there's a lot of times I don't know what to say either. Like... should I argue with them when I think they're wrong? Or should I let the emotions play out first? I dunno...
But I just gotta hope trying my best is enough. Sometimes it isn't. I feel grateful when it is.
[YEAH HE IS WHAT'S BUZEN GONNA DO ABOUT IIIT!! He's a tyrant. He gets away with everything he knows he can get away with and tries his luck even when he doesn't think he can.
But he'll just listen to Buzen talk about very relatable things, like the troubles of interacting with people and not knowing how to proceed.]
... [The idea of Buzen's best not being enough is preposterous to him, but logically, he knows that no one can offer the best solution or the most perfect thing to say every single time.] I think people can tell when you're giving it everything you've got.
[NOOO HE KEEPS TRYING TO HIDE but he's so weak... HIS WILL CRUMBLES MORE WITH EACH SMOOCH until he eventually just gives up, kissing Buzen's neck and then the side of his face and then his mouth.]
[is his answer before he presses another kiss to matsui's mouth, because buzen does his best for everybody but he reserves giving his best to matsui. gou privilege. lover privilege.]
[HE HAS TOO MANY PRIVILEGES but he will greedily take them all. There's another kiss, and another, before he pulls back just barely, the faintest of smiles present.]
I'll accept anything you wish to give me, always.
[Unless it's a dramatic heroic sacrifice, in which case he will simply die.]
[HE REALLY DID AND HE DIDN'T THINK THIS THROUGH SOMEHOW.
Now they're both just showering each other with affection though, even if Matsui is using it as a tactic to attempt to get Buzen away from saying nice things to him.]
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[MATSUUUUU but buzen can't like. dislodge him or anything so matsu gets to win and hide for a bit longer...]
If I do, I'm glad... but there's a lot of times I don't know what to say either. Like... should I argue with them when I think they're wrong? Or should I let the emotions play out first? I dunno...
But I just gotta hope trying my best is enough. Sometimes it isn't. I feel grateful when it is.
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[YEAH HE IS WHAT'S BUZEN GONNA DO ABOUT IIIT!! He's a tyrant. He gets away with everything he knows he can get away with and tries his luck even when he doesn't think he can.
But he'll just listen to Buzen talk about very relatable things, like the troubles of interacting with people and not knowing how to proceed.]
... [The idea of Buzen's best not being enough is preposterous to him, but logically, he knows that no one can offer the best solution or the most perfect thing to say every single time.] I think people can tell when you're giving it everything you've got.
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[tries to. wiggle just so that he can try to kiss at matsu's face instead. stop hiding you nerd.
but in between kisses - ]
Can you tell? [kissu] That I'm trying to give you my everything? [mwah!!]
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What am I to do with all of this generosity?
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[is his answer before he presses another kiss to matsui's mouth, because buzen does his best for everybody but he reserves giving his best to matsui. gou privilege. lover privilege.]
I'd be a little embarrassed otherwise...
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I'll accept anything you wish to give me, always.
[Unless it's a dramatic heroic sacrifice, in which case he will simply die.]
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Then... I'll give you the reminder that I know you're always trying, and I'm pretty sure everyone else does too.
And you're trying is good, and more helpful than you know.
You're always better than you give yourself credit for, Matsu.
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Though it immediately drops from his face at this HE DOESN'T WANT THESE EITHER...]
Buzen... [STOP HE'S EMBARRASSED.]
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[with a little sing-song, teasing, because matsui really gave him free reign to say whatever he wants????
he kissys his face again, just showering him with affection, unbelievable]
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Now they're both just showering each other with affection though, even if Matsui is using it as a tactic to attempt to get Buzen away from saying nice things to him.]
I know. I still will...