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Buzen "#boyfriendgijinka" Gou【豊前江】 ([personal profile] hasteful) wrote2023-06-10 12:39 pm
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-23 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[her BLEARS

no, she's not crying now, but she is just staring out at the city with a bit of a blank look. it's been a long few days - she looks haunted, almost. coming off the beach to all of this has been a lot, and she's not very well equipped to handle it in a way that isn't just shutting down entirely.]


I'm not sure. [she says, honestly, a little raw. not pityingly or anything, she's just Overwhelmed.] I don't know if I'm okay.
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-23 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Heart. I think.

[the problem is she has so many feelings and she doesn't know how to identify them. she's just sort of losing her mind slowly after the roller coaster of their mission and ]

I don't understand why Nahida would. [nahida's not a violent person, and so shenhe is having a hard time stepping back and thinking about the competition, about why nahida might have reasons for wanting to do this.]
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-23 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

[she guesses she has no way of knowing if it was forced or not, but. she lets him pet her hand.]

I don't even know that I will ask. [does it matter? it probably does. she's trying to convince herself that things matter in general. she hasn't slept well, and it's getting to her.]
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-23 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
When I sleep, I see my team in pieces.

[she says, reaching up to rub at her face.]

... I will be fine. [she just has to figure out how to sleep.]