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Buzen "#boyfriendgijinka" Gou【豊前江】 ([personal profile] hasteful) wrote2023-06-10 12:39 pm
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-27 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh boy.

well - she stands at the edge of the park watching him for a minute, and then - she joins him. she will run with him, because she's not sure what else to do. she's pretty sure she can't stop him, but. he doesn't have to be alone? she can start with this.

he might catch her thoughts, distant and disjointed, just keep up with him, what do i do, just run]
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-27 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[she flinches a bit, when it hits her - but she doesn't stop. she keeps up as best she can, and while he probably is going to end up being able to run a lot longer than her, she's trying.

she thinks about last week. she thinks about what helped her, and she hesitates because she isn't sure it'd help him - and she's very sure that matsui would kill her if she suggested it. but.]


Buzen. [she says, out of breath, tired. she's trying to keep up.] Buzen.
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-27 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Buzen.

[she says, first, moving a little closer. she doesn't touch him, but she drags in a deep breath before offering her hand out to him. just an offer.]

... I would defend myself. [she answers that thought, firmly.] But you have no reason to do that, now.
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-28 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[she keeps her hand there, because he did for her. he was patient. she can be too.]

I know. [because he's right - she does know, she knows intimately the consequences of not following through, of disobeying orders. her worldview wasn't big enough for that, before here. she'd never been in charge of making sure anything more than her and her master's wants were fulfilled. even the help she gave the traveler wasn't on the same level. even that was new.

and she knows why he's scared, because of what she experienced.]


I don't have a way to reassure you that nothing will ask you to do that again. [...] But I don't want you to be afraid.

Right now, nothing is going to ask you to hurt me.
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[personal profile] bindings 2023-07-29 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I will.

[and very carefully, when he rests his hand in hers, she links their fingers. she understands not wanting to be a weapon.]

I will fight you with everything that I have. [that, at least, she can promise.]