[he pauses, like he's trying to figure out what to say and how to say it delicately]
... I'm seeing Rin-san.
[ok,]
A lot of Rin-san. Everywhere. And so far, it hasn't... it's all been really peaceful things, that have nothing to do with getting hurt. But... what if that changes?
[he closes his eyes, tilting his head like he's trying to listen for something]
... I don't want to risk missing it, if it can help us find out what happened to him.
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How long has this been going on?
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[so that's
fun and neat and cool]
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[fun!]
I can try to get rid of it. But I can't guarantee anything, since there's something wrong with our psychs again.
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I don't... want to take any of your energy, Moni-chan. That doesn't seem right to ask, after all this.
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... I'm seeing Rin-san.
[ok,]
A lot of Rin-san. Everywhere. And so far, it hasn't... it's all been really peaceful things, that have nothing to do with getting hurt. But... what if that changes?
[he closes his eyes, tilting his head like he's trying to listen for something]
... I don't want to risk missing it, if it can help us find out what happened to him.
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[oh.
monika is silent for a long, long moment, processing.]
I... understand. You have no any idea why this is happening to you, Zen? None at all?
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No. I was at the Cathedral with Matsu, Nahi-chan, and Kaveh-san last night, and haven't gotten to talk to Rin-san in a few days.
[matsui took up so much of buzen's attention the day before]
I know I was cursed earlier in the week too, but... I'm not sure why this is happening.
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[not the "apparently"
but also,]
I don't really know either... I don't know why I was cursed in general... but especially this one feels cruel.
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It's still too cruel.