[his brow furrows and he shakes his head. it's not an attack, and it's not as though buzen perceived an attack. but it's an odd thing, to tell buzen to try when he already has been - how can he see it as anything besides the idea that his efforts aren't being made clear?
when he already felt this entire time that he wasn't smart enough or good enough to help. when fei du doesn't have to assign buzen blame, because he will be taking it on regardless of anything. that's not fei du's fault, it is simply the build of a sword - unyielding as steel about what he can or can't accept.
but he can tell that he's hurt someone again, on accident but he did.]
... sorry.
I'm not very smart, so there's some things I don't understand. But I don't think badly of you, and don't think you were after me or anything.
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[his brow furrows and he shakes his head. it's not an attack, and it's not as though buzen perceived an attack. but it's an odd thing, to tell buzen to try when he already has been - how can he see it as anything besides the idea that his efforts aren't being made clear?
when he already felt this entire time that he wasn't smart enough or good enough to help. when fei du doesn't have to assign buzen blame, because he will be taking it on regardless of anything. that's not fei du's fault, it is simply the build of a sword - unyielding as steel about what he can or can't accept.
but he can tell that he's hurt someone again, on accident but he did.]
... sorry.
I'm not very smart, so there's some things I don't understand. But I don't think badly of you, and don't think you were after me or anything.