[his brow furrows and he shakes his head. it's not an attack, and it's not as though buzen perceived an attack. but it's an odd thing, to tell buzen to try when he already has been - how can he see it as anything besides the idea that his efforts aren't being made clear?
when he already felt this entire time that he wasn't smart enough or good enough to help. when fei du doesn't have to assign buzen blame, because he will be taking it on regardless of anything. that's not fei du's fault, it is simply the build of a sword - unyielding as steel about what he can or can't accept.
but he can tell that he's hurt someone again, on accident but he did.]
... sorry.
I'm not very smart, so there's some things I don't understand. But I don't think badly of you, and don't think you were after me or anything.
[ if it helps, he doesn't seem particularly hurt by it. a neutral canvas, just a raised eyebrow and a bit of a frown. in general, fei du seems to be a fairly aloof person, more observant than reactive, and this is no different. ]
...Even if you did think badly of me, I wouldn't stop you from doing so - I work to stop things like this, nowadays. It's a job. Hunting out killers requires a certain level of doggedness.
[ he reaches up, and - after a moment, takes off his glasses, moving to clean them on his shirt, and sighs. ]
...You know, studying the psyche of others is a hobby of mine. People, one way or another; though things here are a bit different.
Seems like a tough job to me... Though maybe it's just because having a heart is so new to me. There's a lot of emotions and thoughts I'm only now figuring out how to feel.
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[his brow furrows and he shakes his head. it's not an attack, and it's not as though buzen perceived an attack. but it's an odd thing, to tell buzen to try when he already has been - how can he see it as anything besides the idea that his efforts aren't being made clear?
when he already felt this entire time that he wasn't smart enough or good enough to help. when fei du doesn't have to assign buzen blame, because he will be taking it on regardless of anything. that's not fei du's fault, it is simply the build of a sword - unyielding as steel about what he can or can't accept.
but he can tell that he's hurt someone again, on accident but he did.]
... sorry.
I'm not very smart, so there's some things I don't understand. But I don't think badly of you, and don't think you were after me or anything.
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...Even if you did think badly of me, I wouldn't stop you from doing so - I work to stop things like this, nowadays. It's a job. Hunting out killers requires a certain level of doggedness.
[ he reaches up, and - after a moment, takes off his glasses, moving to clean them on his shirt, and sighs. ]
...You know, studying the psyche of others is a hobby of mine. People, one way or another; though things here are a bit different.
I THOUGHT I TAGGED THIS BACK HEELLO SORRY SISI
[he pouts at that, and then shakes his head.]
Seems like a tough job to me... Though maybe it's just because having a heart is so new to me. There's a lot of emotions and thoughts I'm only now figuring out how to feel.