[hello? he's studying him a little more closely, but not in a disbelieving way. more like he's trying to see if there's anything different about him, maybe.
sure, people can get their entire bodies replaced, but he'd probably be calling it something different in that case...
We're like the reverse of you books, Netz-san! [he's so excited because this is a new shorthand compared to the other explanation he's been doing,] Imagine this - a blade that's gathered all its experiences over hundreds of years, and then suddenly it gets summoned by a somebody else in a human body! So instead of a person becoming an object, an object becomes a person!
[he just sighs afterward, patting netzach's shoulder afterward]
[objects becoming people is still new to him, but... well. he's seen a machine start to become more human, so it really doesn't seem so farfetched-- like something that could happen without it being an abnormality of some kind.]
...yeah, I think I get it. The comrades you talked about are probably the same, right?
Touch is kind of a new sensation - to hold onto things, instead of just being held. But mostly the emotions part... Having a heart really lays my comrades out sometimes. They really struggle with it.
I always used enkephalin, but there's probably other stuff that works... it does make you hallucinate at first, though, you gotta build a little tolerance.
...uh... [hm. right. he was an object before.] Sort of like alcohol, but it's a lot stronger, and instead of making you emotional it just... dulls all of it.
[does he know what drugs are? is this a bad idea? HM.]
...I don't know, on second thought I'm not sure one of you guys could handle a bad trip.
...only temporary suppression, if you don't keep using it. I actually haven't in a while, but... it used to be the only way I could get through the day.
Going without is a little easier now. It's just an easy way to deal with them, if you can't make it work any other way.
[a little pause on buzen's end, but he'll squeeze netzach's shoulder in a little comforting gesture]
If it ever gets too hard... we don't have to talk about what the feelings are, if you don't want to but - I'll be around, you know. If you don't want to deal with them by yourself.
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Easy-going about chores too... I get it now. We have a comrade like you...
[he's totally thinking about akaashi i just want to make sure you know]
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[just. no sense of shame about it.]
How many do you have?
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[
narrows eyes]
A lot...
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[gou is just like, his last name, right.]
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[ . . .
tilts head]
People who unexpectedly fit together, I guess. Ame-san said 'fate and connection' once... I think that feels more right than family.
[ok dramaticass]
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[hello? he's studying him a little more closely, but not in a disbelieving way. more like he's trying to see if there's anything different about him, maybe.
sure, people can get their entire bodies replaced, but he'd probably be calling it something different in that case...
explain that he'll get to the rest]
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[does he?]
We're like the reverse of you books, Netz-san! [he's so excited because this is a new shorthand compared to the other explanation he's been doing,] Imagine this - a blade that's gathered all its experiences over hundreds of years, and then suddenly it gets summoned by a somebody else in a human body! So instead of a person becoming an object, an object becomes a person!
[he just sighs afterward, patting netzach's shoulder afterward]
Phew, I'm proud of myself for that one!
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[objects becoming people is still new to him, but... well. he's seen a machine start to become more human, so it really doesn't seem so farfetched-- like something that could happen without it being an abnormality of some kind.]
...yeah, I think I get it. The comrades you talked about are probably the same, right?
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[nodding happily, wow he's so pleased he did a good job explaining]
You got it exactly.
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Was it weird?
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And I know some weirdos.
[be nice,]
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[buzen, perplexed: you live like this?]
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Touch is kind of a new sensation - to hold onto things, instead of just being held. But mostly the emotions part... Having a heart really lays my comrades out sometimes. They really struggle with it.
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Fix how?
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I don't know what this means.
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[does he know what drugs are? is this a bad idea? HM.]
...I don't know, on second thought I'm not sure one of you guys could handle a bad trip.
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[THE SPEED OF THIS ANSWER]
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[NO DRUGS FOR MATSUI,]
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[PHEW.
but then he's a little quiet, thoughtful]
That's how you deal with it? Your emotions. [a beat] If you don't get any of that stuff here... are they gonna start coming back?
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Going without is a little easier now. It's just an easy way to deal with them, if you can't make it work any other way.
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[a little pause on buzen's end, but he'll squeeze netzach's shoulder in a little comforting gesture]
If it ever gets too hard... we don't have to talk about what the feelings are, if you don't want to but - I'll be around, you know. If you don't want to deal with them by yourself.
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